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Thinking About You

written by: Martin Liman

 

The first thing that took over my mind,
Waking up early this morning was you.
I understand that you will never be mine,
But I can't get you out of my mind.

I ignite my cigarette and take a deep breath,
Smoke fills my lungs the same way as you've filled my mind,
I go to a place where I do not want to be,
Just because I know that you also will be there.

Seeing you and seeing your smile,
Just a couple of words with you brightens my day,
My problems turn into nothingness,
Suddenly I have a reason to be alive.

Yet I stand there like a fool screaming
You are my obsession!
You are my addiction!
You are my weakness!

But then I wake up once more,
And understand that destiny is playing an evil joke,
I'm just a fool if I thought that you ever could be mine,
So once more I light up my cigarette,
And let the smoke fill up my lungs,
Just like you fill up my mind everyday.

How could I be able to give you all what you want?
if I found myself stuck in a crossroad.
I know one thing for sure,
That I would love you eternally,
I would do everything in my power to make you happy.

Yet you won't ever know it,
Because I will stay silent forever.
Controlling the fire of love in my hearth,
Until it is washed out with sorrow.

 

NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR:

I woke up in middle of the night and started writing out of nowhere. Words just kept coming, it was at the time when I was fell in love with a girl not even knowing it, but it was one-sided love. The next morning I let her know how I feel, but that made everything worse at the time, 'cause she loves another.

Martin Liman

Martin Liman

When I am writing I just keep it raw and as it is in my mind, I don't edit if something looks bad and I don't try to find other words. Every single post I make is just a raw feeling at that moment.
Martin Liman

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