Destructive Experience, a poem written by Jose A. Tovar at

Destructive Experience

Destructive Experience

written by: Jose A. Tovar


This wild passion, I cannot control it.
This intense fire, I cannot extinguish it.
She has tainted my soul to infinity.
She has devoured my heart for eternity.

Chaos flows through my veins.
Erratic my writing becomes.
I cannot think clearly.
I cannot keep my sanity together.

I show the many sides of my love
Like the many colors of the rainbow.
They seem charming,
But in reality they emanate danger.

I know that
This bursting energy will destroy me
And with my death
I will crush everyone:
Like when a star collapsing
Under its own weight
Becomes a black hole
And pulls everything
Into its own hellish nightmare.

This is what I have become
Because the love of my life has gone away,
But somehow I cannot let her go.

Jose A. Tovar

Jose A. Tovar

Inquiring freethinker undertaking a journey of moral and intellectual transformation: I strive, I search, I hunt for the hidden and forbidden, mold it into poetry, and let the shadows within me burst free...

B.A. in Political Science, former Analytical Linguist, and lover of liberty.
Jose A. Tovar

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