My Presence in Your Absence
written by: Robert W Kovacs
I took a chance,
hoping to catch
the morning sun
climbing up where
the sky and the
ocean meet up
with each other.
I sit and wait,
impatiently,
for the sun’s rays,
to embrace me
not just in warmth,
but like the hugs
you gave freely
reminding me
count my blessings.
I watch the sun,
quickly climbing
towards the vast sky,
as if its light
was your spirit
following me,
right by my side.
I know you’re here,
talking to me
with your deep voice,
much like each wave,
hitting the shore
with its loud crash.
Reminding me,
of life’s lessons
you had taught me
from early on.
Each day the pain
of losing you,
shrinks much like the
shadows closing
to noon’s full height.
So many things,
I wished to say,
but our time
simply, ran out,
before I could
share all of it.
I hear your voice,
in gentle winds
whispering words
telling me of
memories shared,
and lessons learned.
With each sunrise,
brings promises,
consistent waves
offer comfort,
gentle breeze
keeps me balanced.
I hope you know,
I carry you,
in all I do.
Each step I take
is shaped by you,
with every choice
reminds me
it’s my way of
saying thank you,
for making me
the man I am.
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