A Friend in You?
written by: Diane Leopard
@dianeleopard
Why did I make friends with You?
You caused me pain,
Heartbreak and sadness
You made me cry,
You made me angry,
You gave me sleepless nights
And stressful days.
I don’t want You,
I don’t need You,
I didn’t invite You into my life,
So why did I make friends with you?
Unwittingly
You brought love, kindness,
Friendship and laughter.
I know that You are cruel,
I know that You are evil,
I know that You may cause havoc
And chaos once again
So why did I make friends with You?
You chose to come into my life,
You’ll always lurk in the shadows,
But I chose to make friends with You.
Now You have no control over me
That’s why I made friends with YOU!
NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR:
This poem is a reflection on how I came to terms with a breast cancer diagnosis. Fortunately I received excellent treatment which has gone really well, but, there is always a fear that it will return. I didn’t want that fear to control my future and by accepting cancer as a ‘friend’ and appreciating all the positive things that it had brought into my life it has no control over me. I learnt to move forward with an awareness that it could return but I am able to enjoy every day without fear of that return.
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