Indecision
written by: Linette Rabsatt
@LRabsatt
My heart said yes
I felt I was ready
I was like
We got this together
With the heart as the lead
I didn’t have time to heed
Or the need to obey
Conventions or tenets
The heart was the superior organ
That told me to leap
And never follow the course
But the brain
Who I feel is mostly insane
Wanted me to stop
And be careful
Reminding me to be fearful
But I want whimsy
I need spontaneity
I need to feel less pressured
To do better
When the brain kicked
My heart in the privates
I almost felt that the sound
Was heard in public
I was torn and confused
Not knowing which road to choose
Or who to listen to
My body stood stationary
Confused by the impulses
Twisted and confused, riddling with convulsing
Passion halted by indecision
I gave up and made no move forward
Stuck
- Indecision - December 31, 2024
