Trudging Uncharted
written by: Jackie Shaffer
Passing in and out of darkness
Explosion last thing to see
Finishing my army tour
Civilian soon to be
Hospital stay, tubes endless
Consciousness slowly returning
Doctors in shadows, whispers
White coats shoulders hunched, diverging
Mind slowly lifting from fog
Words saturating ears
IED, amputation, road ahead
All these clearly, I hear said
Looking pass shoulder
Arm enveloped tightly,
No forearm, wrist or fingers
Sensation reluctant to leave, still lingers
Sickness in gut, churning, chest heaving
Doctor looking at me speaking
Words inside tunnel, reverberating
Zero comprehension
Must be a dream
Ears not hearing, throat closing
Hand to hand combat
Trained not to scream
Feelings of anger, psychological torment
Weary solitude and despair
Enlisted, proud to serve country
Prosthetics now my life, my family to share
Prayers to God, laying hands, healing body
and spirit
Family embracing my newness
No trepidation, bearing it
Finding happiness inward
Being my own best friend
My new way of living
Peace solely within
Unchartered course awaits me
No idea what tomorrow will bring
Soldier marching, no retreat
A grunt trudging, I shall be
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