without him
written by: Alyssa Brocker
@Atelgy
the first day I met him
he reminded me of a song
and i didn’t know any of the words yet,
but it was my new favorite
because the melody made me feel
new
and
exciting
and i’m in my car,
stopped at a red light wondering
why it feels like
i’ve just
fallen of a cliff,
but no one pushed me
i
jumped
you make me feel the kind of tired,
you know the one,
where it’s burning behind your eyelids,
but you can’t shut them because you’re driving,
and you have an end goal,
but it’s dark
and no one is on the road with you,
but you know if you shut your eyes
for just one second
it’s all over
it fucked me up when i ended things with
him
but it was nothing compared to when i lost
you
because,
everyone wants to be with
someone,
right?
i was never taught how to
get over
someone
and
things never work
out
the way they’re supposed to
not even with
me
and
you
and i’m reminded of when i went here with
you
no matter what
i’m gonna
write about
us
i’ll always
write about
us
- Reason To Be Sad - June 10, 2020
- (ir)(rational) - March 16, 2019
- Without Him - January 30, 2018
