(ir)(rational)

(ir)(rational)

written by: Alyssa Brocker

@Atelgy

for me there’s always been a

 fine line

                                                      be                                tween
Rational
&
Irrational

                                       thoughts

most of the time
I can recognize the
difference

most of the time

                                                    rational            &           irrational

stay in their
place

(but)

 my anxiety likes those thoughts
together

rationalirrationalrationalirrational

they run together
confusing me
until my head is
pounding
&
I don’t know whether to
scream,
cry,
or lie down on my
bathroom floor
&
never get up again
&
FUCK

I just want all this thinking to

                                      stop.

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Alyssa Brocker

2016 AUTHOR OF THE YEAR at Spillwords.com

Alyssa Brocker is a twenty-year old college graduate.
She found her love for poetry by working with her theater group to create an original play written in prose.
She lives with her beloved dog who is always her first reader.

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