Desideration
written by: Leanne Howard Kenney
@neeneebucket
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I knew
Why I am the way that I am
Oh how I wish I knew
Why do I have big green eyes
That sometimes turn to blue?
Is it because they have memorialized
Everything I have been through?
And what about these ears?
They can hear
Here, there and everywhere.
Even when others take reasonable care,
My ears are there,
It is psychological warfare.
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I knew
Why I am the way that I am
Oh how I wish I knew
Why am I so sick
And it cannot be licked?
Why am I depressed
And make everyone’s life a mess?
Why here I stay
When so easily could I slip away?
And notice, no one would
No difference do I make in my neighborhood.
And I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I knew
Why God is so cavlier
While I here remain
Blear
Searching again
For the Juggler vein.
-30-
- Another’s Eyes - February 11, 2021
- Ignominy, My - May 12, 2020
- Desideration - May 28, 2018
