The Developing I
written by: Shaun Dobbs
@Shaun_Dobbs
As if I wished this chosen to misfit,
Decisions divisions circling listless,
Dwell so deep I became thoughtless,
Shaken awake by the abyss I fought with,
I did not know I made my heaven to hell,
Rivers of consciousness flooded my field,
World was careless, a mess, left nothingness,
The darkness sparked this life in my breath,
Pain plays yet I stay blinded by my light,
Time inside places of night I tucked tight,
Why fight ghosts, most don’t exist here,
Cope with hope, minuscule, so unclear,
I did wrong, slipped strong, the silly me,
Killed all thought how am I even me,
I cannot forget the regret of my past,
Yet I still smile finding my ways to laugh,
All I have is words reaching what’s under me,
A ferryman’s light to help on the dark sea,
No shade, no place, I won’t chase my face,
Every demon, every evil, I left it dead space,
My self belief is for me just keep moving,
My worth convert a catalytic improvement,
I am imperfect, learning this half-wit,
My life with no point careless I cast it,
Took many years and still I’m fixing self,
Reconstructionist, redeeming my wealth.
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