Committed to only my diaries
i finished writing another entry
about how it felt having you,
moulded on top of half of me,
when my body broke your fall.
After those sizzling words you said
which keep repeating in my head,
i wish i meant so much more to you
than being just a “pashing friend”
you’re ready to get next to bonk.
I’m listening to ‘MCMXC a.D.’ by ‘ENIGMA’
it’s doing nothing to ease this turmoil,
not when Uma Thurman is being sultry
from my ‘Henry & June’ poster above me
whose wild sensuality seduced Anais Nin.
When the ‘Principles Of Lust’ started playing,
i thought, how fucking appropriate,
feeling an urgent need to rip sexy June
(she even looks like you!)
off my damn wall!
Once again i gave in.
I can’t tear any reminder of you down.
So i wrote you another letter in my diary,
i will never send.
Cristina Munoz is working on her first collection of prose poetry in Woodend, Australia. Her poetry was first played on air throughout Australia and included in "WORD UP An Anthology Of Youth Poetry" as part of a Youth Poetry Competition held by Triple J and the ABC. Since then she has had poems published in 'Poetry Australia". Cristina has a passionate love of music which fuels her poetry and has had album reviews for various alternative bands published in Beat Magazine. She is currently dedicated to the sound of women in alternative pop and rock by writing album reviews and music musings as she manages SoundOfWomen.com