happy
written by: Alyssa Brocker
@Atelgy
it’s
like
a constant
little
headache
it’s
more than
worry
it’s
fear
fear
that i said the wrong
thing in passing
“does that person hate me now”
fear that the i didn’t lock the stupid car door
that’s the shit that keeps me up at night
lying in bed
swimming in my own worry,
is not the way
I thought I
would spend my twenties.
and
it’s apart of me,
as much as the hair on my head
and the name on the paper
and
i have no idea how to get rid of it
- Reason To Be Sad - June 10, 2020
- (ir)(rational) - March 16, 2019
- Without Him - January 30, 2018
