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China Grass Halwa

written by: Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca

 

My home has square footage,
My aunt’s home in the city of my birth
Was neither square, nor had footage.
Narrow in length and no breadth
To speak of.

Small narrow bed
Kerosene stove
Precariously in one corner
A few clothes in trunks
Unlike my closet.
Pots and pans too
Just the bare stuff
In a tin trunk.
Husband, wife
And two children
No square footage,
So much love to go around
Nieces and friends welcome
Sit on each other’s laps
But please visit
There’s space for all.

The world’s best China Grass Halwa
Made on the kerosene stove
Left to set in a Thali,
Only the hands of love
Could delicately craft
In
The open plan kitchen
Of nobody’s desiring.

The miniscule home
Faced the synagogue,
The street crowd surging sans relief,
I wanted to be married
In that synagogue
But God
Had other plans.

The one-man balcony
Standing room for one
Or maybe fit another half-person
Bodies overlapping,
As long as you could see
The synagogue, it was home,
I wanted to break the glass
And hear the Mazel Tov
But God had other plans
In mind,
I would be a bride
Of another kind
A bride is a bride is a bride.

The dark common bathing room
Outside the flat
Bathed the children at four
In the morning
Conflicts with neighbors
Must be avoided at all costs
No crying if soap
Got into your eyes.

They left in droves
She went too
Took the family
A very few bundles
Of clothes and whatever,
Next year in
The Promised Land.

She told me she saw
Black, pitch black
When she got there,
We were all back home
In the light of togetherness.
She was going to have to make a home
Out of mere Promises.

What about the promise to me?
Who will make the China Grass Halwa now?
Whose lap to sit on?
Who will save me from mother when she
Became angry and impatient with me?
Talk on the telephone must suffice
Pour out the love and memories
Long distance
Create your own Promised Land.
Perhaps send the China Grass Halwa
By Amazon
Even if it’s a joke,
Our shared laughter stirs the Halwa memory.
She says she’ll send Merci chocolates
We get those here
I want only her Halwa.

 

*  Agar Agar commonly known as China grass in India is dried crispy vegetable gelatin used for making pudding, jelly and custards. ... China grass is prepared quite simply by adding melted agar-agar mixture in boiled sweet milk then allowing it to set and then served after refrigerating.

**  Halwa is an Indian or Middle Eastern sweet

Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca

Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca

Kavita Ezekiel Mendonca was born and raised in a Jewish family in Mumbai. She was educated at the Queen Mary School, Mumbai, received her BA in English and French, an MA from the University of Bombay in English and American Literature, and a Master’s in Education from Oxford Brookes University, England. She has taught English, French and Spanish in various colleges and schools in India and overseas, in a teaching career spanning over four decades. Before immigrating to Canada she taught High School for sixteen years in the English Department (Creative Writing, Poetry and Advanced Placement English, among other courses) in an American International School nestled in the foothills of the Himalaya Mountains. She also held the position of Career Counselor at the school after her sabbatical in Oxford. Her first book, Family Sunday and Other Poems was published in 1989, with a second edition in 1990. She has read her poems for the All India Radio in Mumbai, and her poem ‘Family Sunday’ was featured in an Anthology of Women’s Writing. She writes Poetry and Short Fiction. Kavita is the daughter of the late poet, Nissim Ezekiel. She is a member of The Significant League of poets and manages her own poetry page on Facebook.
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