Polar Opposites written by Connor Ball at Spillwords.com

Polar Opposites

Polar Opposites

written by: Connor Ball

 

The world makes it impossible to only love. Or to only hate.
The world makes it so I just second guess everything I say, and then just when I’ve finally made it right…
There’s something wrong.
But if I just change one thing…
It’ll be wrong for even more of the everyone that stands between myself and some kind of validation.
Maybe I should respect my own opinions
But that would mean giving myself credit for anything I’ve ever done ‘right’.
And that is obviously too narcissistically practical.
One minute that’s what I ordered… The next I’m signing away my rights…
One minute I’m as sure as the waves and the next there’s a tsunami off the coast of De Nial.
But it would only take a drop to wash away my faith… And somehow I end up with a flood.
And to save myself the pain…I just freeze it right in place. Like saving leftovers for later.
Brrrr

Connor Ball

Connor Ball

College student. Simply trying to be better each day. Much love.
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