Mother Says
written by: Angie Brocker
@angie_brocker
YOU BROKE HIM, YOU KNOW IT. YOU NEED TO WORRY ABOUT THAT. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT WILL ANSWER TO GOD.
I am not responsible for my father’s death by suicide
YOU COULD HAVE HELPED HIM GET THROUGH HIS PAIN.
I am not responsible for my father’s mental illness
IT WAS YOU THAT HURT THAT RELATIONSHIP. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU CARE. YOU ARE ONLY WANTING ATTENTION ON YOU!
I am allowed to care about my father’s death by suicide
YOU WERE ONLY THINKING OF POOR ME ANGIE. WHEN IN REALITY YOU, YOU WERE PART OF THE CAUSE AND EFFECT, YOU KNOW IT.
I didn’t pull the trigger
YOU ARE SPEAKING OUT OF YOUR OWN GUILT. YOUR OWN GUILT.
I didn’t pull the trigger of my father’s gun
YOU ARE WHY HE WROTE THE OBIT.
I didn’t pull the trigger of my father’s gun in the parking lot of my old high school
LOOK TO YOUR GOD AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR…THE PEOPLE THAT ARE TRULY GRIEVING KNOW HOW HE FELT…
I’m allowed grieve
THIS IS NOT ABOUT YOU. EXCEPT YOU ARE ONE OF THE REASONS HE DID THIS AND YOU KNOW IT….I AM BROKEN AND A PIECE OF THAT BELONGS TO YOU AND YOUR GOD.
I am not responsible for my father’s death by suicide, and I did not break you, nor will you succeed in breaking me
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